年终来临

眼见2009就快步入尾声，是时候迎接2010了吧！
回想年初时还在实习当中，眨眼间就到年尾了，真快！
六个月实习真的带来了无限的变化，住了半年吉隆坡，蛮习惯的。
回到沙巴，果然不一样，像一切慢了半拍似的，生活都改变着。
步入第四年了，忙到死，赶到半条命，到头来却像没得到什么，无趣。
放假却没回家，做了应该做的事但却还是得重新再做，真无奈。

The last Aim Nite

Sudden feeling brought me to this post. Wana upload some pictures for the very last Aim Nite held in Shangri-La.





Great memories..Not bout the night but for the 4 years.

A Great Celebration

Nothing is better than celebrating Big Day with the one you care and love. Although it is simple but I had just a wonderful day with her. I guess it would be my last Big Day celebration in KK and the memories will be saved in my mind. Okay. Let the pictures tell everything!

December starts

December begins with a GOOD news. I have to re-correct my FYP chapter 1-3. This is just another disaster for me. I thought I have done with it but end up have to change again. Damn bored you know! But one good thing here is I still have less labs than others. Maybe just illusion for now later will cause me headache. Who knows?

疲累的步伐

刚渡过人生第一个和最后一个23岁生日，这是最后一年代在这儿过，也代表着不久后将迈入另一个阶段。回想起大学生涯，当时是带着充满期待的心飞抵沙巴。毕竟小时候的愿望是能有朝一日能大学毕业，当时真的觉得为何我会独自去东马。中学朋友也得分开了，有点不习惯但毫无怨言地订机票。可能我懂我应该没有选择的余地，只好乖乖就范吧。

眨眼间四年了，时间飞逝，也许不该抱怨着大学功课有多繁忙，本应该好好享受着四年吧。现在却是四年来最忙的时候，时间过得更加快。再快的步伐也已经无法追回失去的时光了，不该叹气，抬起头向前走吧。

当从繁忙中偷来空闲，脑海中不断涌现当时那颗恨不得赶快毕业的心，现在却逐渐熄灭了，反而不舍得这儿。很矛盾，又重新想回之前定下的目标，该朝着这个方向奔驰了。。。突然有点想家，半年没回家了。做儿子应该不是那样吧！

Holidays begin! Nightmare starts as well!

It has been a very fast end sem. Maybe we kinda rush for everything. Early in the sem, we just got ourselves back from LI then quickly adapted ourselves in thesis preparing mood. Now, we are free from proposal. Time to start our very disastrous lab time. These 2 months holidays will be the first time i stay in KK for my sem break and the very last sem break ever for my 4years time here.

Actually i like KK here too. Familiar with the life here, the frens here as well. Few months later will be saying GOODBYE to KK and frens. Time to prepare to utilize fully on enjoyment. Great!!

Opss..it's time to prepare for ssmp lab tour again. TOUR. I wish too.

A day off

Here am i...taking a day break with my buddies...Heineken with me~~

Back to the origin

im now at the high speed track where rushing assignments, thesis all those stuffs have become my routine. It has been a long while I was away from my blog..I was kinda busy with the new sem..now at the middle of the sem that submission of proposal drags closer. Aikzzz..

These few days, my stomach pain is haunted me..from day to nite...although it is not severe pain but i really scare it could be my appendice inflammation. I went to the school clinic to check but it seems nothing...maybe a few days will tell...i hope im ok...

Wish me luck and pray for me.....

Officially ends..

Today is my last day of my 6 months internship. Dean came to visit and took evaluation on me. I wonder how is my manager's evaluation on me throughout this whole 6 months. I guess should be alrite to him. He brought me out for lunch--so called farewell lunch *but he didnt mean it*..i guess only.hahaha...

Well..we went for vegetarian dishes. We chatted for the longest period I ever had conversation with him for this 6months. Wow.that was great. Right now, I no longer attached to Fonterra. I need not to wake up everyday in the morning to drive to Fonterra again. *Mixed Feeling now*

2more days I will be heading back to Ipoh and soon kk is awaiting me. Guess wat..thesis is HERE!
KK again..kinda dun wish to back there. Without nice food..without my own car..aikzz...
This is the canteen..we have rm2 rice every weekday..

New editted photo

Start playing with photoshop..kinda fun actually...

My first attempt...make background blurred..

This is my facebook profile photo which was captured during AIM nite SSMP last year

Deep thinking..

These 3 books are accompanying me during my internship training..Thanks to my best buddy-siang. It helps me alot in thinking other way more in depth ..we used to discuss bout it after reading and exchanging anything we have gained from it. Great books with tonnes of different knowledge.

Few days more...

A little bit towards the end of my interns...

6days? yup..it is just a blink of eyes...

What's my feeling now?
excited?because it is coming to the end?
nervous?because i have to go back for FYP?
bored?because i have to study again?
miss fonterra?haha~emm..still ok..mayb abit..

I love my life now,
Although it's hard for me to wake up in the morning
But...I am away from those assignments..reports..
and the EXAM as well...
maybe im in a good company with nice colleagues,
I feel comfortable here.

Yesterday was the day which I felt tremendous tired
I went for badminton with colleagues,
I saw so many managers and executives there too,
My manager saw me for the first time at there
and threw out a sentence, perhaps two..
'Hey lengzai, today u are here!'
'Why almost going off only come play?'
HAHAH..*speechless*...
Dinner with supervisors in a restaurant serves crabs,
Listen to their gossip, and other stuffs..kinda funny...

--Ending Soon--

10 bucks haircut..worth?

the weekend with family was great enough..although just stayed at home for whole day long but it was so relaxing...4hours+ with jamming n sesat jalan from the way home really need to pen it down to my own dairy book..

Here is my new haircut...
I guess I better cut it short right? look more fresh..but my eye bags really terrible..

平静的’六月风球‘

踏入六月初，能感觉到月尾的逼近，
这也代表我已经实习了五个月多，时间的飞逝就像昨日般刚开始战战兢兢地步入公司大门，
六个月，真是一段时间，我却没有好好把握，
想做的东西很多却一拖再拖，回想下我真不长进，该放远视野，想想未来吧。。

六月了，
我也需要离开我现在的家了，
虽然不喜欢待在这家，但却住了几个月有少许感情吧，
就快说再见了，有点不舍。。。

六月了，
就快要回去沙巴了，
回去那我不大想待在的地方，
快点让我毕业吧。。。
也许这一年能让我充实下自己才踏入社会，
希望我能做到，我已经比别人慢了。。。

看似平静的六月风球，
将陪伴着我渡过这段日子

Baskin Robbin's Day

It's 31st again..
BR offers 31% discount on this day..
Plenty of ppl queue just to buy it.. Oppss..Im one of them too..
Actually this is the very first time I really eat BR..maybe i feel it is a little bit costly for me..But yesterday i did buy it..haha..what are the flavours? i also cant recall it....i know eat only...hahaha..

The End of Prision Break

It was kinda sad when finally PB came to an end..Since it was a series that i chased since few years ago..This is the 4th season and all wrapped up to an end..that sadly Michael Scofield had died. Sad ending since he loved Sarah so much. He brakes her out from prison but ....that is something has to sacrifice..Michael chose this way to protect his beloved Sarah..Kinda emotional now...affected by it.. But anyway it is a very nice story line and i love Fernando Sucre's character inside. He is great!! Sometimes i watch i will think is there any fren i have same like him??im wondering...maybe?who knows?...

Well done PB...

A little bit update bout M3

Here i am again...
What else is better than eat...eat...and...eat only??
Yup...it's all about foods again...

The KimGary Sg Wang...cheese rice...with PORK...ahhahaha....
The day got myself and yan inside klcc...experience this Lasagna (from milano) Really not nice!
But the look...quite alrite k...hahhaha...just for viewing...
Kbox spaghetti~~actually quite alrite..but didnt have the time to enjoy it...rushing for singing k..
The ordinary kbox ice lemon tea...upload for SS purposes...hahahaha...
Ya...it's about us again~~~at KimGary that time...

Ishh...feeling super hungry now...foods pls come to me...where are YOU?

百感交集。。。

吊扇不停的转着，仿佛旋转着人生，
踏入二十关头，一切改变了，
身穿华丽的礼服，内头带着虚壳，
再多的装饰品也掩饰不了自己，
只会让人觉得可耻。。

知识能永存在脑海里，
帮空荡荡地身躯套上一层外套，
区别一切真与假。。。

加把劲吧。。
向前看，一切的未来掌握在手中，
好好把握机会。。。加油。。

Hair dropping~

Nowadays i am experiencing hair dropping quite seriously. I wonder what happened to me.

Is it because of my daily meal?

Is it i too stress? (probably wont)

Is it Im getting old? (a sign maybe...who knows?)

Just getting curious about it. Somehow I less care bout it since I have plenty of hair now.
*like bushes* But...if it continue like this, I have to get out and grab a solution for it.

Yum nam hair care? ishhh... this suddenly flash through my mind...damn it...
Maybe Im not using the correct shampoo...go and search for something that suit my scalp...

酒精是祸是福？

喝酒，能麻醉自己。
这句话难免有点自欺欺人，像在逃离烦恼
麻醉了，能解决烦恼吗？低头想了一阵子。。。
是不能的，它只能令人顿时思想远离烦恼一会儿
清醒了，又重新返回烦恼的路途中。。

烂醉了，思维不在掌控的范围内，无法辨别好与坏，
灵活的头脑却顿时变成失灵，像被关起门栏，
任由人摆布。。
轻微醉状，这种状态是人们享受着，似醒似醉，
还能经过大脑考量对与错，
但胆子变大了，说话也大声了。。

醉了，
别想了，让一切雨过天晴，
届日的钻牛角尖，封锁思想能划上句号
这是酒精的力量？还是人们的依靠？

Getting old

Walking at Time Square should be a very nice shopping experience (window only) to me..but i found out one thing that i cant deny..Im getting old...Im not young anymore..

Why i say so?

• The people walking by is in great fashion style. I admit I no longer have the courage to wear like that. ~~old man thinking~~
• The shops~~~I mean the clothes hanging there...I guess...If u pay me to wear that..I do not have the guts to wear also...Im not 18 anymore...sob...
  
• I was in normal casual wear..I mean in those PDI wear only..which indicates i no longer in those category anymore.

It begins....

Turn back and realize I am 23 now. Suppose equipped with matured thinking. *I guess I have*
Ya..It is all came to the beginning of new life...no more teenager life..

逐渐长大

心灵上不断成长, 踏入生命中另一个阶段
偶尔回头想想, 之前的一切像发了一场奇幻的梦般
一眨眼像渡过了漫长的23年, 一切只剩回忆,
回忆当初那段童年,无忧无虑的生活,
躲在家依靠着父母能给予关怀与三餐温饱,
调皮时被父母追打,没做功课被老师罚站,
每一段渺小的趣事,现在只能回味着.

小时候,
那天真无邪的思维只盼望着能够快速长大,
能够有朝一日从大学中毕业, 让家人自豪,
这是当时遥不可及的梦想, 但即将实现了,
回头一望,
领悟了,这不代表什么, 思想不再像以前般单纯
抛开了依赖,迈向独立跨前一步,
一切无法回到原点, 只能留下足迹.

长大了,
抬头仰空, 感觉还活在小时候的蔚蓝天空
现实将我牵回, 唤醒沉睡中记忆,
我真的长大了,
肩膀重了,责任在掌心,
只能牢牢地握着,踏入人生的第二部曲.

一句对不起。。

对不起，
这三个字看起来不起眼，却带领着万分重的含义
一句对不起，
可能是对方无意间脱口而出，却捉摸不透对方想表达的一切
这有意无意的小波浪，真是毫无头绪

对不起，
面带冷淡的表情，冷酷的表达方式，
让之前挂着笑容的嘴角不再从现，
直视那双之前开朗的眼睛，只能看见火团困扰在内，
一切都转身离开，看着那熟悉的背影慢慢散去

对不起，
谢谢总是会出现在后头，仿佛是一句：‘对不起，谢谢’
陈奕迅那首歌永远都是代表作，唱出这句话的含义
雨后永远都带领着天晴，让一切变回原先的美好。。

The Day still hot

It is yet another superb hot day. If i am made by candle, i surely melt million years ago. I wish the temperature can stay at 26C everyday. Not so hot until can burn my skin off. I rather die in cold then. This kind of hot and stuffy day is totally insane. Wish i can get rid of those headache caused by it.

Today was a normal day to me. But it a little bit different coz i bought plenty of milk powder in Can form from my company. It is cheap undoubtedly. Other than this, what special today? No..oo ya..this is a day without seeing elaine in work place. *yes* hahahaha...

Really wish she can recover from her migraine with the guidance from the 'God doctor'. Wow..weird dietary habits but might stand a chance to cure it. Good also. No harm for trying~~

Experiencing Ups and Downs quite often recently. Maybe due to the temperature. Easier to get pissed off and moody. Aikzz..must try to control abit. Starting my research ady..my 2nd FYP.. Great rite? my grand idea for business concept..now doing research..maybe it takes years. but dun care. I just work for it.

Klang eat eat~~

Last night I asked Marcus for yamcha at night but it turned up to be a dinner session with swen and lk. It was kinda fun actually since long time didn't have chance to gather and chat with them.
That Marcus forgot the main purpose of 'why i come klang'...He forgot to bring out my pineapple tarts that bought from Malacca trip.

We went that famous Boston restaurant to cure our stomach. After ordering our foods and drinks, we started to chit-chatting. Talking bout the new member in their trip to Malacca that day, suddenly lk screamed :' Arrghhh...dun come!!!' then she ran to my side and screamed again!!
HAHAHAHAAH...damn funny coz she saw a flying cockroach!!!

The people over there like...'errr...what's wrong with this girl?' 'blurred @@'...

HAHAHHAHAHA...

She sat down and said very hot. Funny... with her red rounded face.

The foods finally reached. The Hokkien mee, steamed 'lala', butter oat prawn and fried 'ho fun'. Really suit our appetite since it was late already. We just kept complaining how hot is that place!!
Really sweating when eating. Used up a lot of tissues there.

Anyway.. Happy Birthday 23rd to lk..wish you all the best in this coming year!

Lifeless

It has been a period of lifeless days since start working. Never get enough rest although my job not really a tough task which requires plenty of my brain juice. Anyway, my body and mind will just shut down after working.

Haven't get used to the new life? probably..or i start to grow old? perhaps

Sometimes it's nice to work, away from money matters, away from those unnecessary thoughts.
This life will on hold for about a year for my final year studies in this coming July. Presentations, reports, thesis all come together for my final year. I wish I can get through this. I can!

My life is just at the starting point. A point I start my working engine, to earn whatever I want.
Just stick to the goals I desire for, success is just the matter of time.

生病了

我这次真的突然间生病，工作到一半觉得眼前一片模糊，
那时以为对着电脑太久罢了，休息下没事的。
但这情况持续蛮久，直到午饭时间，很辛苦，很晕。
扒了两口饭，看着眼前那顿原本都还好吃的午餐，感觉没胃口，
顶不顺了，倒下了。
看了医生后回家休息了，真得很累很辛苦，
尤其是要呕吐的感觉加上头痛，今天需好好休息了。

Dumbass

These few days I was kinda shocked and speechless which stories from my friends. Something like friendship stories which ended like Sh** now. Friends will change directly from those innocent-liked to those evil faces. There can even transform to become vampire to suck off all our blood. Pretty scary right?

I wondering how could this happen since they have treated us like a friend of them before. I guess when there are difficulties or any occasion which beneficial to them, we can see the actually face that hided secretly behind them. They might turn their back to you, backstabbing and those unethical acts fall on you. Maybe is because of the natural selfishness grown inside their body. I just can say...WTH...Damn it...*Arrghhh*

It's ok. If this really happens on me, I think I will turn around and BYEBYE to those jerks. *grins*. I really mad if I know myself caught in this kind of situation. I cant imagine if my true friend suddenly does those dumbass tricks behind me.

To me, friends really part of life. They leave an impact on our life. That is why I treat them sincecrely everytime.

Hot weather #Freaking Hot#

These few weeks we are experiencing oven-liked weather. Perhaps even worse. Actually kinda boosting but to me and my friends out there, it is totally unbearable temperature.

Morning= Is great-with breeze *hmm..i guess..maybe didnt feel hot*
Noon= Damn it!!! Too hot..sweating..better stay put at home
Evening= Great..no!no! just better than Noon time
Night= Freaking hot-cant sleep well without air-cond..sweating till like showering

This sudden change in temperature indicates what actually? Global warming? *dun wish so*
Anyway, during this darn hot season, just keep an eye on health. Drink more water perhaps herbal tea that eventually helps you to chase away any 'Package Disease'*
* I claim it as 'Package Disease' because it always come in together like sore throat, flu, headache,fever all those viruses caused diseases.

One thing is nice from me is i am under internship program. I mean i am working under office deadly life now. I can hide myself under the fully air-cond equipped office without exposing myself under the hot Sun.

Rain please come, I need you! Give me a downpour and cold breeze when the night comes.

Camwhore

Camwhore..
This term comes across my mind. Do i one of those camwhore addicts?
It seems true but i just too dumb in those skills. HAHAHA...*stupid*
I really stupid in these kind of things even photoshop-ing skills as well..
Looking forward to work out for it to keep myself on 'modern track'!!

Skills will never fade away, unlike those feeling can change everytime *Human is born to be sensitive animal* When THUNDERSTORM strikes or even a minor incident, human behavior tends to change up side down. Skills that are learned can be stored automatically without realizing.
That is the beauty of learning brand new skill..

Come back to camwhore skill...
Girls are tend to have those self satisfaction when taking their own pictures..But nowadays, guys look the same as well. Even there are some more camwhore maniac outside there!!!
Actually it has been a trend so far since guys also take seriously on the appearance. They dress like going to Ball even just for simple outing. They also take a period of time to 'make up' in front of the mirror like girl does. Even myself, i fall into that category as well.*winks* *feeling proud*

家乡--怡保 @ 美妙之旅

一连串的三天逗留在怡保，享受着那短暂的欢乐
漏夜赶回家只盼望能多一点时间陪家人，毕竟两个月离乡背井了
半夜踏入家门，突然被眼前的一切吓呆住--心中充满疑问---
‘这是我家吗？’ 那么整齐~~哈哈

介绍一下怡保啦

豆芽那么茁壮，看了都开心 （我女友吵着要拍）

煎堆加了糯米饭，一流 RM1.40 罢了

煎堆配运头浪，也是RM1.40

只能在车吃，档口没桌椅啊！

这就是极乐洞啦！

内建公园，真得很漂亮

难得有人帮我们拍照，后面池塘是乌龟天堂

满塘鲤鱼，很美

晚上去了Breeze Cafe，灯饰很漂亮但却少了点气氛，歌手们回家了。。

怡保真正的白咖啡，那独特的味道，只能从原店喝到*太浓缩了*

一杯白咖啡和鸡丝河粉配搭---早餐*一流*

别忘了，怡保闻名的炒河粉，够香，味道刚刚好 RM3.50 罢了

是她啦。。染了头发。。。

三天假期一瞬间飞逝了，留下的是回忆
那回忆永远都逗留在心里面
又回到吉隆坡了。。。。。

归家@感觉

周末假期了
我也随着那三天假期回到怡保了，踏入家门的感觉很熟悉，很舒服
能享受那无与伦比的舒适感，久违了。。
爱死那似神仙的享受，那能充分地补充睡眠时间
真的太累了。。。做工真累。。。

家人的关心，那渴望我归家的表情，
我都永记在心中，无人能带走它，
虽然那塞车的过程蛮辛苦，但这一切都值得的
珍惜，我领悟了那深奥的奥秘。。。

开始懂了

'开始懂了'
这四个字对我而言充满神秘，似乎遥不可及，
思想已渐渐地被封锁了，在密不透风的空间中拼命挣扎，
只希望能逃离一切，返回原来的起点，
自问一句，我能吗？

再多的垂死挣扎都无补予事，
面临精神崩溃，进退两难，
只好默默地祈祷，但愿能减低精神折磨，
叹声一句，‘懂’离我真远。

茫茫人海中有的只是擦肩而过，
有的却放缓或暂停脚步，
很少能进入彼此的世界，逗留长久，
但愿一切能停留，陪伴着彼此长大。

停留的只是脑海中不断涌现的回忆，随着时间慢慢转淡，
害怕会被时间剥夺那少许的回忆，
吞噬记忆中储存短暂的快乐回忆，
心中开始茫然，失去方向感。

心中呐喊的声音能传达到你耳边吗？

Entering Murni World

This is really a famous mamak stall with various style of foods..It is just a creative style for kl ppl..actually i do taste great and for sure the place will be crowded when the sky turns dark..
Elaine , cWay n me were craving for korean bbq set that evening but it disappointed us (promo for nite time was cancelled) DAMN IT...

The roti bacon with bacon (of coz) and tuna inside..

This one i forgot what name ady - inside with salad..not bad rite??

Walk about at the Nite Market and tried the soya tang yuan tau fufah..not so sweet actually..kinda nice oso...AT LEAST a new stuff for me..wahahaha...Taking along the heavy laptop and without bathing after working was rather suffering for me..Mood was gone as well after walk a while. Next time nite market shud be nicer..i hope so..

Pasta ZANMAI & Cendol

Ya..It is saturday again. Weekend is fun actually..This time we planned to go midvalley.So after fetching Yan from working place then go straightly.It was a damn hot day. This kind of weather really killing me. Sweating after jamming along the LDP with those 'NICE' weather kinda making me pissed off.
When we passed by the Brickfield, Yan told me there is a stall selling cendol quite nice. Can give a try!!Good, since we were there already. Plus the hot sun which is the catalyst for me to make a quick decision. The Red Bean cendol costs RM2 per bowl.

After that, we headed to the Midvalley. Straight to the point. We went to Pasta Zanmai which we know it is costly. Never mind, just give a try. We ordered a Pasta salmon and Unagi set as well as ocha (the japanese tea). Total bill came out RM52.
That is Yan with her Pasta salmon with that smile on her face. Happy face..HAHHAH..
Here am i with the dishes..Look cool right?pretending only...hahahahha...

我不懂友谊

在我字典中友谊其实并不复杂，单纯的感觉和真诚的对待罢了
偶尔关心，这只需几句问候语，就能让对方感觉到那份可贵
但这一切并不如我所想像般那么天真
我可能过分关心，让这份友谊变质了
不能变成像以前般，那简单的关心对待
却很窝心，很感动

随着时间的飞逝，以前般的友谊不存在了
少了那一份关心其实并不重要
只是感觉十分浪费罢了
眼前的一杀那转变，让我始料不及，无法面对
但慢慢地我也许向现实低头

朋友，你们在我生命中是多么的重要
我永远都珍惜你们，关心你们

相机诞生了

希望拥有一架相机是一直都是我脑中的念头
今天终于买了，但很不幸地它的价钱不是我看到那般
商业手段吧！我给他们骗了，加起全部都需RM427.
多了RM80 。。
但都买了没关系吧！就珍惜它啦！

看来我也该节省点啦
还需买电话,那儿都需一笔钱啦
想些办法不浪费那么多钱吧

今天午餐吃了McD..感觉很热气，怕生病了
还是多喝点水吧。。
房间真的蛮热一下，很辛苦啊！

内心话

一些话无法说出口,那种感觉很痛苦
没有勇气说出口,憋在心里面(让它埋藏至永远)
就连朋友都无法坦诚说出内心话
爱需要勇气,表达也需勇气,
对着朋友也需要勇气
很辛苦,很无助

就是永远开不了口让你知道,
这一切只能当回忆, 回忆当初没有勇气,
对着你无法吐真言的感觉。
对着你无法坦诚
再见了。。朋友。。永远的朋友

时间停留

停留那一秒钟可带给我不少的欢乐，
至少我还能和你当朋友，
至少我们能像以前般快乐，
现在一切都不能挽留，就让它随时间渐渐离开我们的记忆
那短暂的时间可无法忘去

朋友，
离开我，疏理我，
我珍惜你，关心你，
这一切都是出之内心的，
没有半点谎言，真诚对待
到头来却让我痛苦，为何？

零缺点

零缺点---这似乎不大可能发生
我想追求完美，让生活转变。。
一切如真的朝向完美迈进，这可能不是我自己了
需要辛苦改变，又让自己不能从镜子中找寻回熟悉的脸孔。。
生活变得无趣

目光朝向好的方面正是我现在需做的事
别想完美了，不可能发生了
开心面对自己才是对的，真心对待每个身边的朋友
让大家过得开心，愉快！

心情起伏不定。。

从很久之前，我开始发觉我无法有效地控制情绪，这令我很苦恼。
每当我不开心，我选择独自沉默，让我慢慢平伏心情。
但这一切不是能够让我身边的朋友了解，这种发式只能够对我自己。
我真不希望会影响到他们，对不起。

最近我的确像很多心事，但却无法说出口，‘开不了口’。
很纳闷在这半年的实习，想尽快回家，让我过回以往的生活。
能吗?很累。。很累。。
偶尔想起家人会蛮开心的，他们不会远离我，一直都会关心我。
开始想家了。。。

家里虽然不大不宽阔，但很舒服。不像现在，向下楼都须想想，很不自由。
可能我自己不习惯，我真希望我自己住，天天回家能够躺得舒服。
四个月了都不习惯，明白了跟他们很难沟通，使我的问题吧！
不写了，要去走走了。。

累了。。。

突然感觉累了。。
不知何故这感觉缠着我，托慢我的步伐。
在这时候说这话的确很伤人心，毕竟我都还没正式踏入社会。
我也没借口这么说，但我感觉很累。。
给我多一份时间呼吸，多一点放松。。
这可能有所帮助

担心着未来的前途，一个漫长的路途，是否有人协助？？
这一切都无法得到答案。。只好等待着它的来临。。
希望一切能如愿以尝，那有多好！！

Days in Genting

Ya..this was a day or probably 2 days Genting Trip with my beloved yan..it was a memorable day for me although Genting should a frequent place for us to hang out nowadays...A night over there was truly fantastic when after working ...this is so called relaxing to the maximum...hahaaha...
It was so coincidence that Earth hour was fell on that night..we wondered how would the place if no lights for an hour..hahaha...probably too naive..Genting just stop all the machines for an hour...but the light still ON...we were able to see our fingers well...