NO WHERE

Yes..im back to ipoh..once again what am i doing here?? NOTHING!! shaking legs n eat at home..because stay at home can get rid of spending..ishh..EXCUSES..

Waiting for a pretty nice job ahead but guess wat..waiting isn't an alternative because it is an excuse to escape from working..izit TRUE?

The time i heard there will be a job which can earn 3k in a month with easy job n short working time..i thought i have less worries bout money n no need to be parasite at home..but in the end..it isn't work out like i thought..the job vacancy has been occupied..3k flies away!!!

back to ipoh with those job --rm800 work from day to night..
what am i thinking?
i just can say...so less money ...n work so long...
no choice..i have to go for those job..NO money NO security

爱

爱。。
因误会而改变。。
因争执而变质。。
一份变质的感情就像道裂痕在杯口上，
彼此届日的爱情观渐渐地转淡，
拖手只是情绪上的责任，拥抱也不再印证相爱，
一切只是虚假，只是一场让彼此自然的木偶戏。

爱。。
让人冲昏了脑筋，失去理智。。
让人欢喜让人忧，让人情绪失控。。

何谓爱？
该是甜蜜？ 悲伤？
热恋只是爱情路途必经的过程，
爱得天荒地乱，彼此爱的誓言挂在嘴角，
那一分钟爱得难分难离，下一分钟不理不睬，
感情像坐过山车般忽上忽下，难以捉摸，
突然间的冷漠，让彼此充满了疑问，
这瞬间的疑问开启了那份不安的心，
我爱你，这甜蜜的字眼陪伴着怀疑的定义，纯真的爱被带走了。。

爱能让人活在悲伤的世界中。。
恋人残酷的离开，带走了爱的灵魂，
失去了灵魂，眼里那梦幻的爱情也随着破碎，
脑海中浮现着甜蜜的回忆，逐渐虐待脆弱的心房。。

ENDING smells Good

THE END..

is the beginning of the next day..
which brings hopes and courages to me..

CHANGES

is meant differences..
in my mind my soul..who knows??
at least..im different now..!!

Ending of exam TODAY.. no more 3 hours papers..no more exam slip needed..
Despite the disastrous JAPANESE paper which i hardly to get my answer correct..im still happy!! NO more JAP means im FREE from hell..

AFTER EXAM---> what to do next? probably packing to go home..
it has been a period of time since last time i left IPOH.. now ABIT excited.. SAY GOODBYE TO SABAH!! HAHAHAHA

2nd year studies end like this..seems faster than expected..what i have learned this sem?
1. Reports (rushing reports is no longer a tough task for me)
2. Exam (study last minute still able to answer question)
3. Mentally tortured (my nice dr chye n dr lee--guess all ssmp students agree this point)
4. Learning to be tough (stay up late to study --OMG--sure not me--)
(scolded by lecturers yet feeling angry...coz they have their points)
5. Money does important to me (i wonder why my money finished so fast)

Ends of 2nd year life..Practical training soon..only one more sem later then it begins..

heading to the end of JAPANESE ...

JAPANESE ...
it should be a pretty nice language to learn..
it should be many people competing for this course..
it should be happy whenever there is a class for 3hours..

but..
i rather attending TATABAHASA which is nothing do with my course than going to JAP class..
i rather doing reports than presenting the JAPANESE -3 days trip

that day was my last day of japanese class..it was a relief after suffering (coz cant really catch up)
after my individual presentation, i knew that no more japanese lesson..wow...
now what i need to do is only the final exam for japanese..which is tml..
after all i can throw away all this notes..hahaha.

it seems i really dun like JAP ..YUP..
maybe last time i was dreaming in class and caught by sensei...some more whatever she taught i also like very blured..it finally turns to be a nightmare to me when my grade dropped from A to A- then last sem B+...i guess this sem should be...nono..it wun happen!!!

this sums up the JAPANESE course that i took in this 4sems..IM FREE NOW!!!

Newbie at blogspot

Hello ...it's very nice to have a personal blog..i have granted my wish that i finally owned a pretty nice blog here..it sounds funny if i said i lazy to create this blog since decade ago..but in fact i do really feel quite troublesome to fill in details in order to create this blog..

today..nothing but just an ordinary day which tremendously HOT!!!i mean weather REALLY HOT..probably my new room has a poor air circulation system..what to do?that was my decision to shift my room from upstair to downstair (single room). Now..i really can feel i live in my own world which i have my space n need not to wear headset when listening to songs..pretty nice right?

i have my japanese textbooks in front of me now..but guess what..i just read two lines then starts blogging..i have no motivation to study after my lifecycle paper..which had done badly..these few days just went out or sitting in front of laptop with movies..really a lot of movies with me now (took from my hsemate--jack).

10th may will be the day i go home after a quite long sem..(i guess) maybe it is rather a busy sem which lots of reports and labs that tortured us..i planned to search for a temporary work after i get back to ipoh..i need to save some pocket money to spend for next coming sem..this holidays will be quite dull probably because all my frens will not coming back/ working as trainee now..so that's why i have to find something to do so that i wun WASTE my holidays like that again..

IPOH..im coming back in few days later...