The time I started my current job, there comes my nightmare. Just before the job really started, I did wish to kick start my new job with the positive attitude. I thought it is a rather good job for me after switching back to KL.
The Monday began with the induction program held by HR and different department heads. It was pretty smooth but after that the whole week was just merely sat in front of the books and read only.
When the 2nd week started, my nightmare started as well. Night time installation of machine, the first night I worked till 2am. It was pretty tired since I have no experience in those technical stuffs, therefore, I just assisted at the side. But, it was very tiring too. After that, 3 continuous night installation that killed me the most. Hardly to rest enough and working at midnight was damn torturing. I wish to quit at that moment. It is too unbearable for me. Technical skills can't be learnt in days. Experience does talk. How to I really cope with this new thing? I never ever think of being a technician in my whole life. Now I have to learn the thing from zero. It is really a big step for me!
I want to resign everyday when I wake up. But, I know I can't be jobless since my saving is running out now. What to do? Keep suffering and try to get a new job for myself.
The nightmare will continue next week. I will be following the technician for whole week long. Sweating and hard work can't be skipped. Pray hard for myself and keep the days on.
Love myself!
Signing off...
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Friday, July 15, 2011
Mixed Feeling
When I packed all my luggage and boarded a cab from my current house, there was a unusual feeling arises down to the bottom of my heart. I told myself 'I'm going to leave here already!' It seemed I couldn't really accept the fact, I'm going to leave this city. Oh No!
When I stepped on the bus, I knew it is going back to Ipoh. The place I belonged. Last time I felt excited to meet my family and friends there but now it was a darn mixed feeling. I have to shift everything back to here and start all over again. Thanks god!
18th July will be another starting date of my new working life. Be with it, cheers! I'm going to make it for sure.
Miss you dear. Miss all my friends in Sg as well. Bye.
When I stepped on the bus, I knew it is going back to Ipoh. The place I belonged. Last time I felt excited to meet my family and friends there but now it was a darn mixed feeling. I have to shift everything back to here and start all over again. Thanks god!
18th July will be another starting date of my new working life. Be with it, cheers! I'm going to make it for sure.
Miss you dear. Miss all my friends in Sg as well. Bye.
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