The time I started my current job, there comes my nightmare. Just before the job really started, I did wish to kick start my new job with the positive attitude. I thought it is a rather good job for me after switching back to KL.
The Monday began with the induction program held by HR and different department heads. It was pretty smooth but after that the whole week was just merely sat in front of the books and read only.
When the 2nd week started, my nightmare started as well. Night time installation of machine, the first night I worked till 2am. It was pretty tired since I have no experience in those technical stuffs, therefore, I just assisted at the side. But, it was very tiring too. After that, 3 continuous night installation that killed me the most. Hardly to rest enough and working at midnight was damn torturing. I wish to quit at that moment. It is too unbearable for me. Technical skills can't be learnt in days. Experience does talk. How to I really cope with this new thing? I never ever think of being a technician in my whole life. Now I have to learn the thing from zero. It is really a big step for me!
I want to resign everyday when I wake up. But, I know I can't be jobless since my saving is running out now. What to do? Keep suffering and try to get a new job for myself.
The nightmare will continue next week. I will be following the technician for whole week long. Sweating and hard work can't be skipped. Pray hard for myself and keep the days on.
Love myself!
Signing off...
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